[and i’m like| tired.]
[and all i hear is| neighbors gardening.]

mygosh. so i went a little rpatzz-crazy with this batch, but that's quite alright.
some of these are old and some of these were made today.

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[1-9] Little Miss Sunshine
[10-15] Twilight
[16-18] Kristen Stewart
[19-38] Robert Pattinson

( say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to. )

[and i’m like| creative.]
[and all i hear is| holiday from real- jack's mannequin.]

yes, i am aware it has been a while, but i'm back!
mostly with juno/ellen page/michael cera and a couple house icons.

[10] ellen page
[17] juno
[7] michael cera and/or ellen page
[3] house

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( you wore my favorite sweater, being poor was never better. )

[and i’m like| sick.]
[and all i hear is| beatles- hello goodbye]

omigod.
i'm gonna make a tshirt and it's gonna dispense tissues.
so my grandma is leaving on thursday.
i don't really know what to feel about that. i usually don't even make much conversation with her because i don't even know what to talk about. but my sister on the other hand always has something to say. ergo, she's the perfect granddaughter. WOOPDEDOO.

house on tonighttt!
this is weird.
i don't feel anything.
not about house, but in general. right this very second. i'm not worrying about anything. this is incredibly weird.

ohmy.

[and i’m like| content.]
[and all i hear is| Feist- 1 2 3 4.]

holy jesus i should not be away from lj for this long ever again.
seriously.

wow. so junior year.
honestly, the pressure is overwhelming. we have to look at colleges and holy shit, this is it. we'll take a test which will pretty much determine our lives and then once we're there, we're there. then for the rest of our lives we'll tell people, yeah i graduated from this high school and i got my degree from here. wth. this is way too fast.

i feel like there is not enough time for anything. i mean give it a couple of years and some of us will be engaged. getting married, having a family, doing our own freaking grocery.

but who will remember who? i think that's one of my biggest fears. to never be remembered. i could just be "that girl i went to school with." but then again, who will i remember?


fuck yeah i can be deep.

oh, and for those not in the know, i am over nick. BEST FEELING EVER!!!
but i've fallen for 4 other boys.
well...3.5. actually....3. half for two of them. :]

i'm gonna go download music now.
till then.

[and i’m like| contemplative.]
[and all i hear is| Jack's Mannequin- La La Lie.]

so children. what is up. summer '07 is a drag. so far. and currently i am going through, oh about 324908234094 indian music CDs to make a good enough playlist for the party on the 11th.

this is gonna take forever.
winterspring33: you really need to post on urs!

I SHALL!
ooh the taste of lays is lingering in my mouth while i fight against them and say, YES, I BETCHA I CAN EAT JUST ONE.

and i have semi-good news. i have stopped caring about nick, or any other guy for that matter. no, i have not changed my sexuality, though that would be weird, but why should i waste my time? chyea, i got lots of it, but seriously, i got 2 years left in this town and no way in hell am i gonna ruin it. SO. I. DON'T. CARE.

this is also because i am inspired from gilmore girls. long story.
so i am CONTEMPLATING if i should play ddr right not oooor in a bit. it's really warm in the living room aand i have to do all this CD thing aaand i have to clean the study cos my mom's all like "LALALALALAL CLEAN THE STUDY ASLDALLALSAL!!" and i'm like jesus christ woman calm down. she is really freaking out now. the shed is almost done and she's worrying about the amount of people who will be staying over on the 11th. ooh at least 5 families and one dog. and of course my mother loves dogs who randomly start licking her beloved cushions. this will be fun.

and avaya's gonna be staying over from the 11th-19th. so that is also chill. and soccer practice starts on the 20th. worried, of course!

and new foreign exchange kid moving across from me on the 18th...so. winkwink? lol.
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[and i’m like| hopeful.]
[and all i hear is| Makes Me Wonder- Maroon 5.]

ah livejournal. how i have missed writing an entry.
so. about 6 days left of school and around 13 days until my first regents. YESS!!!! not. i am officially freaking out because i don't know SHIT for the math or the chem or the spanish. or the global. and holy shit if i have to take cardinale's godforsaken final i will seriously stab someone in the face because i cannot handle that right now.

it's good to get that finally out, even though i've been bitching about it all last week. so saturday. whatever man. i honestly am trying to stop caring about nick. he's not gonna change. he's still gonna want kristen without actually "going out" with her. and she's not gonna change. and i know EXACTLY what's going to happen on the great adventure trip so i'm just going to relax and enjoy the end of 10th grade and summer. definately NOT going to let a skinny kid like that ruin it for me.

so it's my mom's birthday on friday. of course i have no idea what i'm getting her. i guess i'll just make her a card like the past 91487190 birthdays she's had. i'm rounding that down of course. JAYKAY!

btw children, father's day sale on sat and sun in my driveway. so. get some little shits for your fathers. or brothers. or. like. yourself.
OMG I ALMOST FORGOT!

House Season Finale
9pm- Channel 5
Be there. Or be SQUARE.
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[and i’m like| devious.]
[and all i hear is| somewhere only we know- blake! lewis]

hello last day of vacation. this sucks major ass.
yeah i haven't seen my friends all break, but going to school means looking forward to getting back all my 3 tests. oh! and i know that i bombed at least 2 of them.

the only thing that's keeping me sane right now is blake's song, which i've been listening on repeat all last night. :) it's the live version so it deff kicks more butt than you.

another reason of the "not wanting to go back to school" is because even though i haven't seen nick all break, i did think about him- DUH- but i'm sort of just sick of it. i know i'm gonna see him tomorrow and everything's gonna suck again because i'm gonna be SEEING him. fuckjuuu!

shit. i have the book report due tomorrow....so i'm gonna go do that now.

is this the place that i've been dreaming of?

[and i’m like| pissed off.]
[and all i hear is| famous last words- mcr]

i know i'm gonna delete this entry later or something, but i just have to get this off my shoulders. i really like nick. more than any other guy that i've ever liked. and that's saying a lot. and i don't even know why i'm attracted to him so much but i am. and i know everytime something happens with him or about him, i act like i don't give a shit, but i fucking do. i pretend i'm so strong about everything but i'm not.

i wanna say that i'll get over him and move on, but it's way too hard for me. i tried before and that worked about just fabulous. i knew something like that would happen at teena's party but there's a huge difference between thinking something's gonna happen and actually knowing it happened. and it's fucking killing me.

i don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow at school. i just can't help myself. god i really need to talk to someone.

[and i’m like| tired]
[and all i hear is| queen.]

HOUSE ON TONIGHT!
'nuff said.

( OMG. beware of spoilers. oh fuck that, i know you want to click this. )